Love?

I had no hint when you stole my soul without my consent.

As your name incriminates, your gesture and nature overran to the inner core of my spirit, and you sat in silence.

I sipped as much sweat possible through your wisdom from my mind.

When you came over to me, I fell into a gloaming I had never comprehended.

Another man, who has seized tenancy of your mind, has begun to wear me down like a devil as he devours you.

If your ache is likeable, my misery is mixed with despair and pain.

I don't know what I might do to make you mine!

Someone is whispering to me from deep inside that you belong to me.

The love that can forfeit everything!

Fatiguing physical pleasure!

Still, I need you forever.

🖊 Askar

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